new art?
well some is old but my faves.

i got a new deviant art...wanted to start fresh.

[link]

it's a title of a song track off the faint's new album [which is amazing btw]

add me!

Well i have been doing new designs lately.

I had a freelance band website project as well as a renewed interest in starting traditional art again.

I might post some new art up sometime soon.

Just wait...it's coming.

i updated a website i made.
i made a new top flash animation.

nutrimarketing.net.

but then whatever designer took the project over just messed up the fonts and interactivity on each page so it doesnt look sharp anymore.

whatever....i made it amazing.

Oh god work is getting annoying.
Well just the coffee shop one...I love Banana Republic.

I just need to pay off some damn bills before I can save up good to move this winter.
It seriously is going to be amazing.
I'm going to have to work my ass off though all summer and fall.


I need to quit one of my jobs and get a higher paying one.
I need to make more money again like I used to in freelance.
I need to get the hell out of Omaha...more like the Mid-west.
I need money.



Someone erase everything bad that has ever happened to me.
So I can go back to the times where I was more optimistic.
Where I cared a little more, when I trusted people (mainly girls) a lot more.
Where yes I was vulnerable, but a better person.
Take me back to when everything was easier and I didnt have so many idiotic people to see and deal with on a regular basis.
I want to remember the days where it was all about my friends and me and not worrying about whether or not I'd have to run into someone I can't stand...or just be in an atmosphere where I don't feel like I belong.

I want to be like I was before my mind, thoughts and my whole personality was ruined by people I've encountered.


Or just get me the hell out of here so I can be with the person I'm meant to be with.



This town is like an old shoe for me, or an old pair of clothes that just doesnt fit anymore. I have no need for it...it's just still here for either nostalgia purposes or the fact that I just can't get rid of it yet.
I honestly know there is nothing here for me anymore. I feel like I've worn out my welcome...like I'm the last person at the party to leave. If you have to wonder who is your real friends...whether or not they know that sometimes you need space to figure shit out...they should still be there.


I can say I have a handful left here.
And even then...how long would it last?
I'd leave and I'd be forgotten easily.
Not to sound emo about it...but it's true.

Yes again.
I'm leaving.
Although I despise this city/state and most of the people I've met it in.
I'm not leaving for those reasons.

I'm leaving because I've found something worth going to...well someone.



My life is just lame unecassary drama....shit you should pay to have to witness drama like this_

I'm moving to Las Vegas at the end of this year with my girlfriend.
I got an Art Director position for a company that runs a music/entertainment magazine.

Perfect job for me.

Sometime around Thanksgiving time...if I can save money faster possibly earlier.

It's been a blast but I feel like there is nothing here for me anymore.
I'm meant for somewhere better, this place isnt for me.




Plus I hate Nebraska with a passion.
Most people, places, weather, everything.